Constantly haunted by fears of unproductivity.

That is me. Exactly. I’m so scared of not finishing something I get angry at myself if I can’t t that exact moment. I often wonder if other people can watch TV without having to get up and do something at every commercial. Or if they can sit and read for more than twenty minutes without feeling completely useless. I try to convince myself that a shitty paragraph is better than not writing anything, but it is never enough.