Stress

I am really ready to go into a stress coma.

Senior project is over and I’m still having anxiety every morning.

If I can’t write, which happens a lot, I just get more stressed.

Every time I think about college and my chosen career I get just a little more depressed when I realize that’s it.  After I decide and start classes there is no more what if crap.  I’m stuck.

My whole career choice is based off of giving me time to write.

What if I do change my mind?  What if I want to be something more?

Every time I answer someone with my career choice, I flinch.  I’m afraid they’re going to laugh or, worse, ask why.  What would I say?

Because I want more time?  Because it’s easy?  Because I couldn’t think of anything better?